I think I just needed other people to tell me the hard truth of what I was being to naive to really see. Because I didn't want to believe it. Because you are right, he get's all weird about me hanging out with my best friends who is really important to me and is one of the only other reasons I am normally staying sane.
I just needed other people to get it into my head, because i wasn't going to admit it that it was going to get this way. I didn't want to believe it. Not agian.