Instead of thinking about the bad ones think about all the good friends in life you've picked. And all the great family you didn't but got anyway. It's easy in times like these to get abit down and its healthy to. But don't ever forget you have alot of people that care about you!
And some of those people are right here just a click away and ready to talk. Can't do much else but we can talk. ^_^
I've been trying, trust me I have. Always try to stay optimistic but sometimes it just doesn't work. Pretty sad when most people you have things in common with are online and live across the country.
I do appreciate all the advice though, and it will definatly be taken.