I have a ton more where that came from - you ever need some good mom'ing, you PM me. I live for mom'ing others...
Fantastic! I am a huge believer in therapy, just to have a neutral party hear you out and give unbiased guidance, I think it's incredibly beneficial. There is a shift happening in how we approach mental health these days (not fast enough, but still) that I think access to help will get easier and easier.
So hang in there, explore and exhaust your resources, and then when it's finally time for that tattoo you can get something truly special, like "I (heart) hilabeans". Just a thought...xoxo