Advice from a mom - it sounds like you've got A LOT going on. You've shared a ton of personal information here with internet strangers, you obviously need to talk. And that's a good thing! Get it out of you.
But the tattoo won't fix anything, or make you any cooler, or gain you any more respect. It's a superficial move that could have a lot of downside. You are SO young and already have so many challenges. If grandma is willing to put up a few bucks to have you inked, maybe ask if she'd spare a few more for a session or two with a therapist.
You can always get a tattoo, no matter what age you are, there is zero downside in waiting (longer than months even) and a ton of potential downside in getting one too soon. You don't even have a job yet - you should prioritize your life decisions (and yes - a tattoo is a life decision).
Work on fixing inside out, instead of outside in.
(mom lecture over)
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