Well if it helps any my 7yo son I was on the pill, and my 6yo daughter we where useing a condom that broke.
I enjoy doing artwork, if that is you in your avatar do work on some new tats and if you ever get out to SD my hubby and I got a couple new guns and new ink, so we are all set to do some tat work.
I try and focus on things I do enjoy, it does get hard sometimes, but there will always be something good in the end.
I have a tub of chocolate chip cookie dough in the freezer
Getting out into nature and spending some alone time works with me too, I take me and a camera and head out into the hills take pics on the way find a nice spot and sit, almost like meditating.
I also clean when there is nothing else for me to do.
I'm in a pretty bad place myself rite now, and it is so hard to find the good when everything looks so bad.



My husband said you can do one of 2 things: do nothing and maby things will work out, or get up and make the best out of what you do have.