Exactly what I was thinking.
I, like many others consider this board the most important asset in raising my BP. The advice you'll receive here is from experienced owners and breeders who know what they are talking about. By laying your cards out on the table you should expect a little criticism. And it's not to mock you it's to guide you so that you will find success in raising your BP's.
You gotta stay focused on the little guys and gals you've got right now, Make sure they are healthy and happy. Then down the line start getting more.