Wow does that suck!! I'm really sorry to hear that. But ya know, a friend of mine was a veg. for about 15 years- then she got pregnant and the doctor said that there was no way vitamins and supplements would be good enough. So she started slow with fish to chicken, ect, and she was pretty sick at first, but after awhile she got used to it again. She looks healthier now, to be honest (she couldent go back to a life with no meat after 9 months of it lol). Not saying you should go back to meat, just sharing a story- do what makes you happy