since you want to see if I'm worthy of your world
I have no close friends and a teenage daughter who just started dating
I've wished I was dead for years
I have wanted a hobby for years, but nothing interested me
I had anxiety and depression so bad I couldnt leave my house for 6 months and almost lost my job, at one point I was in the hospital because I hadn't slept for 3 weeks more than 2 hours a night
Before 3 years ago I was terrified of snakes. I bought my first female on a whim at a reptile show and fell in love
I slowly became addicted to ball pythons and for me they were a miracle
I used to go to bed at 9 at night and now I stay up till 11:00 looking at forums like this one learning as much as I can
I could have tried breeding three years ago, but didn't want to rush into it. So I bought a few snakes slowly over time
My girls will be ready next year so I am trying to prepare
I was just telling my brother that I feel this hobby is an answer to prayer
Since getting into the hobby I’ve had hope and been able to look forward to the future