A) suggesting to what appears to be a teenager that they should look into being medicated really isn't cool. Don't you think OP has doctors? And how can you say to somebody you don't know from a hole in the wall that they should look into mental health medication????
NOT COOL!!!!
I also take meds and am in the process of being treated for bipolar depression. So believe me, I understand mental health and how real it is. But suggesting that on a public forum without knowing anything about OP really is NOT COOL.
B) Any vet who knows what they're talking about regarding herps will never tell you to transport an animal that knows how to eat in order to force feed it.