OP i see ur online rn:
despite the comments and general backlash, we do WANT you to succeed and be successful, and for the RIGHT reasons.
we also know how much goes into this hobby, and if you think you're somehow different from every other fresh-faced "breeder" with money that comes on here posting and getting defensive when they're called out for bad practices, you're sorely mistaken. you are but another statistic on this forum with decades of others like you, until you prove otherwise.
remember: WE ARE the community you're trying to establish yourself in. our input is INVALUABLE to you, and i really wish you'd listen.
you know you're more than capable. you know you're better than what you've shown. you know you have much more to learn. please just ask and let us help.
prove us wrong. show us what you're capable of. we're here to help you, i promise. but you gotta drop the ego and listen. please. you're talking hots, so this is your LIFE.