Im sorta in the same boat as you. The video industry lost its creativity. All these years later and most gamers still just want to play call of duty and battlefield. I think they are just casuals that don't really care.
But for me right now i playing pubg, morrowind on pc, my mini super and normal nes and i just got back in to fallout 4.
And I miss left 4 dead. I don't know why they can't or won't make a L4D3. New setting, new cast of characters, some new guns and some new zombies and boom there yah go.