What's the word that means worse than hate? Because that is what she is right now. Having to yank her off her perch every two weeks to molest her private parts and shove them up her then take her to a vet in a cramped tub for hours at a time has not improved her mood in the slightest
If she does pull through and makes it I most likely will rarely if ever handle her as a way to say sorry for all the poking and prodding