remember: you will always be your #1. your thoughts and decisions are what matter, as you are the one who has to live with them. don't think of it as giving up! you exhausted all options that you were comfortable trying; you did your BEST in the situation — that's all anyone can ask of you — and stepping away is all you can do now. you are a lot braver than i think i would be at that age and in this situation.
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