I was defensive. That was mentioned multiple times in the post. Stubborn was mentioned in this one. Blind, too, I think? Lol. Lots of colorful words. All of which were true. All of which I said myself. I am not hiding the fact I was defensive. But thanks for commenting, I appreciate it regardless. I think a lot of help is regarded as harm when people are defensive.
And if I recall, not everyone was as nice as you are. But I am not trying to dig it up, please.