I would absolutely hate myself too if my snake escaped. I only have one and he is my favorite creature in the world. A pastel male like your Alice. But Alice sounds like a true escape artist so try not to beat yourself up too much. Crap things happen sometimes and we just have to deal with it. Don't give up!! I am wishing Alice back safe with all my wishing power!! Like another poster said- will him home! He will come back, he will come back. You are gonna wake up someday soon and find him, I know it. Sending lots of positive vibes your way.