I know what you mean, I listen to all music differently since I started playing. I also feel the desire being lost, im hoping to take lessons again soon to hopefully rekindle it. until then I guess the best musical instrument ill play is the radio
But thank you, who knows you may pick it up again sometime. I heard stories of people stopping twenty years then picking it back up. So who knows
It's been about a decade now since I've seriously played. And every time I get the itch I am reminded that my pickup is broken and I don't have the money to get it fixed.