Did you try using anything to help? I quit several years ago after smoking for a long time. I used the patch for the first 2 days and was okay after that. Still wasn't easy, but the patch took the initial edge off. Even with the patch, gum, chantix, you still have to WANT to quit.
Making excuses like "I just turn into an :cens0r::cens0r::cens0r::cens0r::cens0r::cens0r:" means you really don't want to quit...
Good luck to those who are determined to beat it!![]()