Quote Originally Posted by MikeV View Post
Let me tell you my story, so you KNOW I can relate

I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Reynauds syndrome 3 years ago.

I am in constant pain.

Now I hate my life

I am alone, I have no friends, I am a jerk, And all of this has made me a harder person.

I bottle everything up. Nobody understands my situation. they think I am making up my illness. I seriously just cry sometimes because of the lack of understanding in my family.... and If I said I wasnt a LITTLE depressed, Id by lying to you.

I hate my life.. and I cant stand the people around me

I have often thought about suicide and what it would be like if things were differen't

I also have severe insomnia. I sleep 3 hours a night.
I know what you are going through. I too have constant pain(I have an appointment with a rumatolagist next week my doctor thinks I may have fibromyalgia), daily headaches, server migraines(I take daily medication to try to cut these down and I need to inject my self when I do get one), depression(I have been diagnosted), anxiety(I have been diagnosted), very bad insomnia(I have been on so many perscribed meds that did not help) and a few years ago I thought about ending it all.

Not much makes me happy. Most people annoy me even if they have not done anything. I try to be nice to everyone but it is hard because of the way I feel everyday. After all it is not anyone elses fault.

What keeps me going is my animals. I have two cats, three dogs and all of my snakes. When ever I have had a bad day(which is pretty much everyday) they always cheer me up.