Let me tell you my story, so you KNOW I can relate
I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Reynauds syndrome 3 years ago.
I am in constant pain. I use to skateboard.. bike ride, hang out with friends
Now I hate my life
I am alone, I have no friends, I am a jerk, And all of this has made me a harder person.
I bottle everything up. Nobody understands my situation. they think I am making up my illness. I seriously just cry sometimes because of the lack of understanding in my family.... and If I said I wasnt a LITTLE depressed, Id by lying to you.
I hate my life.. and I cant stand the people around me
I have often thought about suicide and what it would be like if things were differen't
I also have severe insomnia. I sleep 3 hours a night.
Now, what has kept me going
Little things.. like my cat. I have a 9 year old cat that ive had for a LONG time. I love her more than I love my brother. im not joking
I have my computer.. I love my computer. I love gaming.
I have had all the physical activity stripped away from me in my life so Ive had to find other ways to stay as happy as possible.
And although I am a little depressed about my situation, it would be 100% worse, I would probably have killed myself already, if it wasnt for these little things I love
Think about all the little things you enjoy most in life, and also think of your family
thats how you pull through stuff like this
Good luck!, you'll get better!!!








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