Thanks to all of you who have chimed in to help me out with this problem. I do think that to a certain degree - I have become afraid of them because of the attempts to strike at me - thus stressing myself out when I need or want to hold them - thus taking all the enjoyment out of having them strictly as pets.

Maybe I am too wussy for an RTB!!!!

I am working closely with the breeder to come to a good solution.

I so appreciate all of your help and support.