Wow I really appreciate all the great replies.

I went out to a bar for the first time last night and I am almost 24! I had a few drinks which I haven't had anything to drink since I was 18. Needless to say I was a bit intoxicated when i got home last night... hence the post. I apologize for that. On a better note I am glad it turned out that people are there to support me!

He was a controlling type and a very angry person. I started rebelling at the end of the relationship and that's what ultimately ended it. So now I am doing what I want! And let me tell you... if feels awesome!