Adriana, I'm so sorry you have to go through this.
There was a small point where I was unable to buy feeders as well. The snakes can go a while without food and not lose weight. Some more than others, but they're all fine and healthy. Don't give up, I know you won't. You're a determined person and can get through this no matter what. If you need any help and happen to be down in the Chicago area, let me know and I'll see what I can do.
bloodpython19, not to be rude or anything, but you're rattle snakes did not die from lack of food. They died from something else. I've had a ball python skip feedings for about 4 1/2 months and hardly lose any weight or health. (Did you mean rat snakes, not rattle??) Albino rattlesnakes are extremely rare and I doubt at the age of 14 years old you would have been able to get a permit for one in IN anyway let alone have the experience to care for such a dangerous species..