It seemed so wrong, but felt so right...

[flynn]

...if in fact, their suffocation had not already occurred. When you say “maimed” it makes me think of intentionally disfiguring the animal and leaving it to live and suffer

If the feeder was already suffucated, then why crush feet / faces? Doesnt make sense. They were in the process of being suffocated and were fighting back, so yes, you did in a sense mame them WHILE they were being constricted and alive lol.

Dont get me wrong, I have to feed live to one or two snakes who refuse to switch to f/t. What you feed doesnt matter to me. I just think its important you do not have the delusion that crushing feet / faces is the right thing to do. As people have mentioned throughout this thread, there are better ways.

Yes, it is my judgement and my responsibility and I can live with how I executed them.

Something about this sentance reminds me of the diner scene in pulp fiction