I know how it is. I've got a patternless albino female who just reached breeding size, and now I want more! I may just have to wait for a show, though, because shipping costs scare me!
I'll be vending at the Super Show in San Diego in June (and San Francisco in May, but that's probably too far north for you)! There should be lots of other gecko vendors as well - you should be able to find what you're looking for!