Ok so here it goes. I have recently come to the conclusion that i am absolutely OBSESSED with BPs and BP Breeding. The reason i bring this up is because i think it may be concerning me a little. I am constantly day dreaming about what morphs i would like to buy, and what i would breed to who, researching, stalking forums, reading posts, Genetic Wizard, "Availible" Ball Python adds, Snake Bytes, ect. Once 4 p.m. hits and i leave my "day job" its either straight home or out to cruise for reptile supplies. That has been my routine for 3 months now. It has yet to interfere with my family life or work but i am constantly thinking about it, until i will myself to be patient. I have no BPs that are big enough for breeding and that season has come and gone. I grew up always catching snakes and begging my mother to buy me reptiles, and the passion was but a spark, what seems like just yesterday. Now it is a full on addiction? Because of a stupid mistake i made when i was a teen, i was forced to leave the Reptile World for a few years, and am now returning. Only the passion for these animals was never so strong. Maybe its because i have a wonderful head on my shoulders now and an even better supporting and loving family. I have a pretty good job and can afford some of the higher end morphs that i couldnt before. I dont know. I guess i am wondering if anyone else has had to check themselves, or possibly had the same kind of thought process when it comes to this. If so, tell me about it. Its always good to feel like your not the only one, and maybe some of the people that have been doing this for awhile have suggestions or comments of their own. I could be way over thinking the entire thing, but i am known to be a thinker, not always a gift i guess. Maybe after i produce some animals of my own i will calm down a little. Regardless, i love this hobby and i appreciate everything that the Old Timers have set down before my feet. I am truly grateful to have such a wonderful exsistence and an even better outlet. Comments Welcome.