As the title says, i have a lot on my mind. I have several big things coming up and recently went through a very recently finished with my whole cancer thing. (Another reason to be healthy, being fat causes cancer, I know!) Anyway, I will be released to go back to work next week, so I'm looking for a new job, I will be moving as soon as I start working again, and then stress of living with my less than sane mother. I've been having the worse stress dream/nightmares. My first one and most frequent dream is where a family member is trying to deep fry my Leopard Gecko, then theres the one where I have moved but can't afford to feed the animals and my dogs have wasted away to nothing, and my least favorite (because I've been doing a lot of reading on them lately) I come home to a room full of snakes, all in their water bowls but dead... I know its all about stress, I'm about to make some big life style changes, move out on my own (completely on my own, last time I moved out I lived with my ex, then a friend, then moved back home because of the cancer) And now I'm job hunting, I know everything will settle down in a few weeks once I'm working and settled into my new place, and have all of my animals in one place again.
I guess i just needed to vent, I do feel a little better now.