i loved you so much in such a short time knowing you both.
Camo: such a sweet and strong young one. you reminded me of a young Yellow right off the bat despite my nagging diligence and helicopter care.
Bambi: you were so scared and i tried so hard to assure you it was okay. i chose your name because i saw the docile, beautiful adult beneath a timid young one. you were so feisty and i was so excited to realize you were; i loved every minute of your hissing.
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i always say to share the bad...
i cried every day for almost a week. the day i realized i hadn't was the day i realized that i must use the day to push forward. it has been so incredibly hard. like you cannot imagine. mites suck. but i must use this to learn and grow. im just so incredibly...fragmented?...that growth will come from this.
i love my animals so much. i plan to woodburn their names into my wood rack.
our winter and Polar Vortex prolonged a proper resting place.
rest easy my babies. i love you so much, and i honestly miss you every day.
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