Ditto Justin. She can do a lot more than hurt you if you happen to be allergic to her serum. I would suggest rehoming her and working on getting some practical experience under a knowledgeable hot handler until you are 100% comfortable reading subtle behaviors and being around hots. I work around rattlers 9 months out of the year (C. oreganus) and they are generally meek as puppies and we are very cautious around them. Yet still accidents happen. You cannot control every variable, all the time.

My .02

Let us know how it goes.

Cheers,
Kat