I have read all the advice that has been given and it ALL makes sense. I have reoccuring dreams about having a baby, and I have had them for over 2 years. But there is no way I will be having one now, or for quite a while. I am still in college, not financially stable, and have only been with my boyfriend for a year. So a baby is out of the question and we are very careful about keeping it that way for now.

I wish you the best of luck with this very sensitive situation you have and no matter what happens, I wish you and your fiance happiness and prosperity! I understand the urge and it is a very complicated feeling to evaluate.