I have also been reading and rereading this post and would just like to add that the advice you've been given.. I second. Nothing we can say can change what has happened, but it was necessary to point out that your husbandry issues were what caused the problem. Nobody is blaming you for this, they are trying to help you fix the problem and prevent further issues. The only thing anybody will blame you for is if you don't correct these problems or try to properly care for your pet.

I understand you are young and rely on your parents for a lot of things, including getting to the vet and the store etc. I will just add that snow has never been an issue for me in any emergency and I lived in Wisconsin for several years. 12' of snow would not cause issues unless we happened to not have any shovels, winter wear, or roads.

I found a cat that was nearly frozen to death and I walked the 6 miles through a blizzard to get to the vet office. I realize you may be limited but nothing is impossible, you could get to the vet if you really wanted to and had the assistance and support of your parents. I do realize that sadly, the pets of the children are not as high a priority to the parents as they are to the children sometimes. I do question the ability to get to the store and not the vets office, though. Most vets will make time if they understand the problem is serious, they don't want your pet to die any more than you do.

We are not trying to 'pick on' you, though I know it can feel that way sometimes when people are critiquing you, your husbandry skills, and other aspects of your life, living, and the animals you keep.

I'm no expert with BPs, but I have many years of animal care, including reptiles (beardies, wild caught local lizards, cornsnake) and working in various pet shops/stores, being around people that care for these animals and my months of research, reading, and talking to people who own them, herp vets etc. This is just how I see it after reading this post for the past couple of days and seeing the picts of your poor BP.