no problem...i had to remind myself of that last night so that's why i posted it. And to add to it, just call an old friend or spend more time with your family, spend more time making yourself happy instead of pitying and worrying yourself. If you think about it most bad moments that happen in people's lives might seem devastating at the time but when you look back was it really worth all that suffering you put yourself through...life is like a rocking chair, it gives you something to do, but it never gets you anywhere.