Rosetta,
We were totally comfortable with our Ball Python when we first got him, too. However, after we fed him and saw how fast he can strike, I was a little nervous holding him. Once I knew what he was capable of, I was hesitant, too. But I got over it pretty quickly.
I wouldn't worry about it. I am sure you will get comfortable again, too. Then you will really enjoy handling your snake. It will become an addiction before you know it. That's why our two snakes are on altering feeding schedules - so there's always a snake to hold!
Cheryl, how is the snake touching/handling going?