LOL! I know how you feel man. For my snakes first 4 feedings all i got to see was the strike. After that he pulled the mouse back into his hide and I wasnt able to see a thing. You have years of feeding ahead of you but you should try and make your snake as comfy as possible. Until he/she is settled in I wouldnt mess with the snake. The important thing is that your snake is eating and as a new BP owner that should be much more exciting to you than having back stage passes for the feeding