But the problem is, I used to never have this fear. People would get hurt on rides, rides that I enjoy even after the incident involving that ride and I still ride them. This fear is hitting me in the face 16 years later. I once had a dream while on a band trip a few years ago about falling out the the Hulk coaster. The next day, I was on that coaster, no problem.

Its all so weird and annoying because I want to have a good day tomorrow and not be worrying about whats going to happen.