Delete this if you want, but I just need to cool my head and rant to someone. I'm so sick of all this crap. Just because I'm not the favored child, I have to put up with a bunch of crap. I'm sick of it. My grandmother leaves me a message on my phone today telling me I owe her $915 and she wants it now. Now, you may ask yourself why she is asking for this money. Well I'll tell you, but first a little history. My brother gets his car painted, a new bumper, new side door, new hood, all for his birthday. When my car isn't working right, I borrow money from my grandmother (a whopping $80) to help pay the $280 it costs to get it fixed (and $200 is my ENTIRE paycheck). She wants me to pay it back. My brother goes to the doctor cause he's sick, he gets meds, he gets better, doesn't pay a dime of his own money. I have polycystic fibrosis (spelling) and have to take meds three times a day. My grandmother wants me to pay for the meds and the lab bills, and the doctors visits. My first year of college, I get into a good school but decide to come home after the first year to attend community college so I can be home. I now have to pay for my own school. During a low income time, I couldn't pay for my classes, grandmother did and is now asking for the entire amount back. My brother is about to attend college. He didn't even get into a good college. He now has to go to community college because he HAS TO, not because of choice. My family is going to help him pay for college.

Is anyone seeing any kind of favoritism happening here. Oh and did I mention, that when my mother was unable to pay bills one month, I GAVE her $800 to pay the bills and when she told me she'd pay me back I told her not to worry about it because she was my mother. Now when I need money, no one is stepping up to help me. Sure I have money in the bank to cover that $915, no problem, but the thing is, I should have to be paying squat. I'm so sick of this she owes, he owes bullmonkey crap that my family pays so much attention to. My mother has not paid that $800 back because I said don't worry about it, but now I need some medical expenses paid that I was never asked to pay at first but suddenly they want me to pay it. Who's the child that works 39 hours a week plus is trying to get an education, get my own place, pay for my own things, and have a life? Me. My brother is still in highschool, basically is able to save all his money that he earns from a part time job and is about to go to community college because he didn't get a good enough SAT score to get into a good college. I mean, does anyone else see anything amiss here?

Sorry for the long drawn out rant. I just needed to write it all out to someone. Once again, feel free to delete it. I'll probably regret posting it as soon as its done posting anyway.