Ed,

There will come a point where the knowledge that you gave Little Foot the best life possible is a blessing & reassurance to you. In the interim, mourn his passing & the loss that you're feeling. Memorize & embrace the fond memories you have of him, as well as the sadness you experience in Little Foot's absence. That melancholy twinge you feel is also a gauge of the value you put on other living creatures, regardless of how big or small, expensive or modest. When we don't ache for their loss or passing, it's time to worry about our own priorities. Your sentiments only reaffirm what so many of us already know (and greatly appreciate!!!) about you!

Godspeed, Little Foot.

"I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders." - Jewish Proverb

K~