I hope to god I survive having a daughter...ya know 2 is bad...then there is 10..16...21..oh lord I'm dead....Originally Posted by Sausage
Aleesha is totally right, you can't blame yourself for this!Tottlers can-- and will get into anything and EVERYTHING!
...they are called the Terrible Two's for a reason.
But yeah it's just super hard...being younger and not fitting the mold of socker mom is rough on her and me of course...it seems alot of people (including my family) are waiting for me to fail...so when something like this does happen it seems that much worse...but ya know what? I'm young yeah..but I dont drink or do drugs...go out...leave her with strangers (hell I left her for the first time 3 weeks ago..and that was with my inlaws LOL..it was time for me to have a vacation 2.5 years with her daily was breaking me down) I might just be the mose boring 23 year old you have ever met...I feel 70 :eek: I'm just working hard to give her a child hood that is sound and normal..what I wanted...I think right now and ever since I had her I have been fighting to either change into what people want to see a mom be or stick to my guns and be me... its easier for me to slap on a long sleeved shirt (i have visible tattoos on my arms) dress down and go to the park or where ever and actually meet people and talk to people...then it is to go as me... at the same time I am teaching Raigen that she has to change herself to please others which is not what I want her to do...yet sadly she see's me do it often. I'm tired of hearing "you cant do *whatever* because your a mom now" I'm a mom now...but I'm not dead yet! Ah damn this thread hit nerve..I'll stop ranting and go bake some cookies and iron her clothes now
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