Yeah well look me up when you want to watch mine for me...and yeah the same things drive me nuts...being I was horribly O.C.D about cleaning and germs etc. before we had her I was a mess for a long time before I learned that a parent can seriously clean all day long if they let themselves...finally I calmed down about alot of things but still have triggers that send me right back into scrubbing the house down from top to bottom... the other thing is the constant noise...she never sits and just breaths...she is always chatting or nagging...or screaming...and in turn I do the same of course...I hate fighting...I love things to go smooth and with the least amount of communication possible...having a child has for sure changed that side of me lol...everything is a fight and struggle...my poor heartOriginally Posted by reediculous
Here is our convo for just about everything...
"ok come and get your socks on....come on....no stop hiding behind the chair lets get our socks on....ok now I am getting mad...come here NOW and help me get your socks on....Raigen!!! 1-2-3 now I am pissed! Why cant you just listen!!! I say things nice the first time then I get mad!! I think you like me mad damn it!!!! GET OVER HERE NOW! You dont want me to come get you!!!! *chases her around then finally yanks her out from behind the chair...walking her wiggling and laughing at me over to her socks only to fight for 10 more minutes trying to catch her feet while being kicked in the boobs and face*
yes yes I know everything I am doing wrong...I really do...so please dont think you have to lecture meThis is a demon I have created for sure!!!! But I love the lil brat more then words
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And again if you want to watch her seriously I will drive her to you LMFAO.