Awwww man. I'm so sorry to hear about this. Very very sad!!! I was a little caught off when I read that you had lost him. I thought as if he had gotten out and you were unable to find him at the moment.... not that he had passed on. That was till I read the whole thing. man my heart goes out to the both of you. I hope you bury him in a nice place. I know you are in some heart aching pain right now but I always try to think that they are now out of pain and in a better place. Just remember all the good times you have had with him and all the smiles he brought you. Once again I'm super sorry that this has happened to you.