Quote Originally Posted by RoyalGuardian
I am tired of always being picked on, pushed around, and disrespected by my adoptive parents. honestly they are the reason I have so many suicidle thoughts. I just feel like my life is worthless to them. they could have cared less that my blood donation went horribly wrong this week( took me less than 5 min to fill up a pint bag of blood. I blacked out and couldn't wake up, threw up and went into shock) . My best friend had to come get me. If it wasn't for him and My Kyna girl i would be out of here. I want whats best for kyna and if I ran away she would probably be killed by my dad. I love my best friend like he was my husband and I want to marry him someday but until then I have to endure hell everyday. You are all considered friends of mine and I want you to know that it means alot to me that you would read this little blurb on my life. My parents never listen to me and just the thought of you taking time out of your life and you not even knowing me, makes me feel not so alone. What do I do? I want to meet my biological family soooo badly but im not allowed to. I know where my father lives and could call him if I really wanted to.. Should I just go with the flow and wait until next year to meet him or do I just call him up and tell him that I really need him in my life. Its killing me inside and I need help. what would you do??
How exactly are you picked on, pushed around and dsrespected by your parents? This can help a lil on giving advice to you.