I dont know what to do...

[jessie_k_pythons]

I had quite a few e mails sent to me regarding peoples and my feelings as to what happened with in the last 24 hours on this forum.

I have mixed feelings about leaving. so in a way to keep the peace I want to leave. and in a way I dont want to leave due to the fact that this forum is the only place I feel at home.

I dont know what to do any more and i feel like an ... **other word for Donky**... about what I did and said. Because of the whole MKR thing I feel as if some of you think differently (sp?) of me, and that is ok. If we can all put this behind us I feel things between me and some of the users on this forum could go back to the way things were befor my out-burst.

to Jglass38 : I'm truly sorry for saying the things I said to you and about your posts.
we all get angry and sometimes we don't see things or want to see things how they really are. I miss read what you said and went off the hook, and you said some things that were hurtful. And Im deeply sorry for what I said to you.

to JLC: I'm sorry for making you and your forum look bad. It was not my intention (sp?) to do so and I promise it will never happen again. if there is anything I could do to make up for my rudeness you know i would do it.
I think very highly of this forum and it's users and I have send several people to this forum for questions and answers.

to every one else that was effected by my words and post regarding my words: This is not a plee for foregivness, or anything like that. I just feel really badly about what I did. This forum is like my 2nd family and like all families we too can get in to it once and a while.

I'm sorry for everything and I think I would like to stay. (not like I'm getting booted right now any way)

Thanks for letting me get this out guys/gals

Jess

[Slithers]

it happens.

[ddbjdealer]

Here's the thing..... I, personally, have no problem with you.... Yes, a few of the things that were said were out of hand, and out of line.... but there have been people I consider friends posting things out of line before too... it happens to all of us....

But, here's what I have the problem with... and I mean this with no rude meaning, and no hard feelings..... Please don't take any offense to it... but if you're staying, stay! We'd love to have you... If you're leaving, GOOD LUCK!

Saying that you're leaving in just about every post I've read from you, and then NOT leaving is, to me, just someone crying out for help... and there's been plenty of members willing to help you... Just think of your mother-in-law coming over to stay, and standing at the door for two hours saying she was leaving.... over and over again... it gets old...

Like I said... no rudeness implied... We'd love to keep ya here... but just don't threaten to leave every 5 minutes when someone erks ya.... We can't all be friends on here, but the friends you will meet should be enough to keep ya here.

Good luck in whatever your decision is.. but it IS YOUR decision!

[Spaniard]

Take what you learn from the experience and just more foward. Nothing personal just views and opinions. We can all live with what happened.

[JLC]

Jessie, there's no reason for you to feel like you have to leave. Everyone here has had rough patches to go through at times....it's just life and interaction with other human beings. If we all ran away from all the places where we may have made an ass of ourselves, none of us would ever have another human to talk to.


I think everyone is really happy that you're happy with the snakes you are getting. Just understand that if you try and convince folks that they should somehow like MKR, you're likely to get some vehement arguments. But that doesn't mean you can't still make the choices you want to make and still have a home here at BP.net.

[Shelby]

Just as with anything we are passionate about, there are topics that can bring out the worst in anyone.

The trick is learning to pick your battles and fight them in the right way.. but we all say things we don't really mean at times.

Either way, the fact that you could take a step back and apologise is a great step in the right direction!

Best of luck.

[kavmon]

hey april, any tinley pics? did nerd have any new morphs out? c'mon i need pics! lol



vaughn

[frankykeno]

You just had to bring that up Vaughn and here I was happily pretending I didn't just miss Kara, Kev, Adam and everyone and all the cool morphs at Chicago today *sob sob*

[kavmon]

lol, jo! i remember kara saying something about bringing some surprises to the show! it's killing me! i want to see some new morphs. what could they be? i want pics!




vaughn

[Shelby]

Patience guys.. though I didn't take any pics at the show, so you'll have to wait for others to post pics of NERD's stuff. I didn't want to drag a camera with me all day.