reposting in a much better mood

[jessie_k_pythons]

First off I would like to say to every one on this forum that I'm truly sorry for my hateful, spitful and down right mean words. It was childish of me to go off the handel like that and I made a fool of my self and made this forum look bad.

Again I am truly sorry, and I hope that some day you can all foregive me.
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Sence the other thread started out bad, got worse and ended badly, with some humor in between, I'm reposting again after a 2 hour long walk, a PMS pill, about five cigarettes (yes I smoked, I quit, and sadly I started up again ( I do not smoke in the house)) and about 12 hours of sleep, I am in a much better mood now.

To answer one of your questions I have had ball pythons for a little over 2 years now. no I havent hatched any eggs due to the fact that my "1400 gr breeder female" turned out to be male, and my 2 other females turned out as well to be male . MKR could not give me a "discount" on a breeding sized female. so right now the only female I have is Angel my 5 month old. and I have a few years to go untill my het, pastel and Angel are breeding size.

as for my dealings with MKR. I took advantage of there offer because when I do start breeding morphs I want to have them ready to breed. This will give me time to get a few nice breedable females and work on my Normal breeding project. I want to breed Pieds and Pied Pastels, along with a few others I have cooked up in my head that involve Pieds.

I'm not worried about MKR lowering prices to rock bottem, most of this project will be just for me and a few babies I will sell off but most will be for my projects that will go in to my privet collection.

So if MKR dose lower prices like we all know they will, and I happen to sell a, lets say 80% white pied pastel, and MKR dosent have a snake like the one I have and some one wants what I have, chances are that person will buy from me, or you, or any one who has what that piticular person wants or needs.
Prices some times don't mean anything, it is all about the customer and your product. if the costomer wants a 80% white pied and MKR dosent have one and lets say one of the smaller guys has one in an ad some where for a little more, there 80% white pied will sell for more than MKR would have them marked for. but that is JMO

I'm more than Happy with MKRs generus gift to me to help me start my dream. and Thanks to Wes I now have the info I need at my fingertips to get my morph breeding underway. I do not feel sorry at all for buying from MKR. and a few of you can back me up on this to. MKR made my dream into reality and when everything in your life had gone wrong, badly or just plane uguly like it has in mine you would be thankful for something like this too.

I thank you all for letting me have the chance to talk with you, get to know you, get the info I needed and starting lasting friendships.
I will be leaving this forum after I post this Thread and I doubt I will be coming back. I also doubt I will be missed. I will no longer walk on egg shels just because i bought from a breeder some of you cant stand or dislike for your own reasions and I will nolonger be riticuled, or bashed.

If any of you need me for anything please feel free to e mail me. My address is my user name for this forum but with @ hotmail.com at the end.

Thank you all again and again Im sorry for my actions.

It was fun
Jessica Kulicki

[Shaun J]

Please don't leave because of a few people criticizing you for buying from MKR. It doesn't matter whether you buy from Adam, MKR, NERD, or Bobby Pruett for that matter. If you are happy with your purchase, there is no need to worry about what other people think. When I buy from Joe and Wes, I KNOW people will ridicule me and I'm ready for it. But if I am happy, then nothing else should matter

[jessie_k_pythons]

I wish I could stay but after all that I have gone through I dont know if it would be right for me to stay. I'm embarassed enough with my actions last night it was hard enough for me to even come back and show my face and wright this thread but It had to be done. I'm expecting the bashing and riticule but I dont know If i can handel it right now. I will stay to answer questions and add my thoughts to this thread for now but I do know i will be taking a leave from here for a while to settel my thoughts let the fire of last nights posting burn down and come back much better.

I do like to know that some people on here like me being here at least for my goofy stories LOL

EDIT: I use Opera as my web brouser and I almost didnt come back but Opera opened up to the last page I closed out of so i guess this was fate.

[rabernet]

I'm more than Happy with MKRs generus gift to me to help me start my dream. and Thanks to Wes I now have the info I need at my fingertips to get my morph breeding underway. I do not feel sorry at all for buying from MKR. and a few of you can back me up on this to. MKR made my dream into reality and when everything in your life had gone wrong, badly or just plane uguly like it has in mine you would be thankful for something like this too.

Good luck Jessica. In the end - I'm happy that you are getting to start your dream. Best of luck to you!

[Nate]

Jessie quite a while ago I had an argument with someone over something stupid. He is now someone I look up to and I hope to do a lot of business with in the future. The posts I made a while back were really immature and were coming from someone with a lot of inexperience. I argued my stupidity vs. his intelligence and after I stood back (for about 6 months) I realized how stupid I was to argue with a professional.

My point is don't worry about the comments you made. Focus on your future. Stay here and continue to offer advice, ask questions and become an asset to this community. We've all made comments we regret...live and learn.

[ddbjdealer]

Good luck in your future endeavors.... I'm glad that you're passionate about BP's, and hope that your plans pan out for you!

[Jeanne]

Good Luck Jessie, hope your plans pan out for you.

[jessie_k_pythons]

after the amount of bad rep points I got (and they were deserved) I dont feel that I am welcome here any more. I doubt I will be an asset to this forum or any for that matter.

My time here was fun and it is time for me to move on.

and I would like to thank though of you who wanted me to stay but I'm sorry I just cant.

Jessica Kulicki

[recycling goddess]

we all have to make choices and it sounds like you made yours.

best of luck with your future endeavours.