That's the best thing about the bps (and children for that matter), they give you infinite lessons on patience. I'm much better about my raging case of OCD, first introduced when I bought my first snake. I only check temps like once a day. (ok sometimes twice) and I don't freak out if I didn't see them sticking their head out of their hides. Right now I'm fully occupied with morphs and it has me totally consumed. I'm even dragging my sister down with me. So I can sympathize with you, but really I would just go relax and enjoy your snake. (that blood pressure back to normal yet? )