Thank You🥺. I have such a headache from crying today. I know you feel my pain. I have 4 other BPs and 8 corn snakes. I couldn't even look at them today without crying. She should be crawling around too. It hurts, but yes, I need to let it all out. I know it will get better, but I will always think what I could've done or what she would've looked like as an adult (she was very different looking) I was going to breed her to see what genes she carried. The whole thing just sucks no matter how I look at it. I appreciate your responding, I am sorry this happened to you too.
The forum helped me a lot. It helped to hear support from others that understood what I was going through.