I'm convinced the universe is mocking me, or I'm just torturing myself

[EL-Ziggy]

Whew, I know the feeling. Stay strong! When the time is right, you will be able to find them still, even as rare as they are.

^This.

I know the feeling too and as a person with impulse control issues it’s even tougher. I want an IMG boa and/or a Blackheaded python sooo bad, but I know it’s just not the right time so I’m gonna chew my nails and stay disciplined until the time is right. Stay strong!!