I am addicted

[dakski]

My two cents.

It sounds like you are being responsible and wise.

I think some people get in too quick and get too many before they really understand the responsibility, size, money involved, lifespans of reptiles, change in circumstances that can occur, etc.

I tell people, if you can commit for life to the reptile, and cannot foresee getting rid of them under reasonable conditions, it's fine. You seem established and aren't young and naive.

However, I also tell people to go as slow as they can. Don't burn out and lose the passion.

Finally, what do I know? I have serious health issues and have 13 reptiles. I have back up plans and back up plans for that in the worst case scenario. They give me a reason to get out of bed, as do my dogs, and a purpose other than work. I have other fun things I do (cars, motorcycles, cigars, etc.), and time I spend with Katie, etc. but the reptiles are a passion, enjoyment, and a responsibility. I am 39 and am at my peak regarding reptiles. I've never had more and I do not plan on adding more.

Honestly, it's been tough lately and some health issue have acted up. Katie has helped where she can, and no one is suffering for it, but I am not spending as much quality time with everyone. I hate that.

There are times, like this, when I question what I am doing and feel so crappy sometimes that I come close to resenting cleaning the cages, etc. Then, Ferry gives me a smile or a lick, or Behira or Feliz boop my nose. Then it's all worth it.