Thanks guys. I appreciate the support. I just wanted to tell you guys this so you don't sit there and think I'm some sort of liar because I say I bred corns, but then I ask a question like what to do with a snake that wont eat. It just seems fishy to someone that doesn't know my background. It has been a struggle. But now things are looking good. I got a job, I support myself. I have a good girlfriend, and of course I have my Sangre, my pride and joy. I was disabled for 12 years, but now I have turned my life around. If any of you know someone that is going through a similar situation let me know I would be happy to talk with them about my life, and hopefully give them some hope that just because you are disabled now, doesn't mean that you cant succeed in life later on.