Seems like you have already made this decision. Not once but twice.

Gwt the BHP. its easy to see with the way you are writing about it, that is where your heart is.

Maybe find in’s a good breeder or someone who has good stock and start a payment plan. Get your set up in order and all that and pay it off over the next few months and get your grail snake to cap off.... until next week,month,... Lolol