I need moral support also, I have been feeding live since the time Mosi was 2 months old and to big for pinkies. The petshop around here only sells frozen pinkies, and rats, and im afriad by the time they're on rats they wont take frozen any more. Cupid has had frozen before, so he takes, it, and mosi takes it, and the new snake takes it. So I think I am going to have to pre-kill, but until about 2 months ago, (mosi my RTB is 9 months old) I cried EVERY time I fed him. I just now am getting used to it. I mean what should i do, my parents wont kill the mouse, and if the petsohp wont I will have to. What shoudl I do to make it less emotional and fast?