Poor lamb. My heart just breaks for you. Especially since I had almost the exact same thing happen to me. Mine was caused by buying a cheap thermostat that went crazy. I thought I was saving money and everything would be just fine. Instead, it cost me an untold amount of heartache and several deformed babies. I learned the hard way, some things, you just don't take shortcuts on.

Take time to grieve dear, it hurts to loose our pets and our hopes. But in time, I hope you'll be able to keep going. It was hard for me, but I'm so very glad I did.

Gale